Me: Are you looking for a perfect one?
ME: Yes, I am. So where is he/she? I just wanna be like them.
Me: Inside yourself.
ME: And I see the sky is crying now, I hate when it's raining.
Me: To clean up the mess that you were trying to be perfect.
ME: So then what would I be?
Me: The dumbest on this earth, lol
ME: Does it mean the most stupid one?
Me: Maybe.....
ME: Or can i separate the dumbest into two words?
Me: After Tomorrow.
Friday 7 December 2012
Friday 26 October 2012
Monday 22 October 2012
Sunday 21 October 2012
Sunday 14 October 2012
13th Oct 2012
I always love how it feels, No matter what it would bring.........
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Thursday 11 October 2012
6 hours to 12th Oct 2012
It has been quite a while since I got myself recovered from what we called life struggle. I should start with saying thank to her though she always deny that she did nothing but seriously it's what love(her) bring to me.
Usually it happen to almost everyone that when you're in love you will see everything is perfect, yeah I am one too. Somehow it's not just an imagination to what it called dream, it was a dream a love dream, thus far it's becoming reality and we are here to let it be, a sweet dream forever. Generally we might all know that love don't usually just taste sweet there will include sour and bitter too and maybe also bittersweet. Whatever I am here to taste all everything that it would bring, and to prove that I have never hide or lie my feeling toward her. Though it should not be that strong but in fact it is and no where to hide those emotion. Perhaps one day I will have the potential to claim her trust, I'm just like dying to catch it and certainly sure that will be our special day of life.
Last but not least, 6 hours later she will turn 21st. Too stupid me I should had been there to celebrate with her but I can't be able to. I can only keep writing here from the distance to wish and to tell her that I'm so in love with her, It's all like non left for any other or even for myself because I give it all. Maybe I don't care what you will believe or not yet but I'm extremely joyful to be who I am today to be the only one who can feel your love, no matter less or more it's the true happiness. And I gotta wait and will always wait for the day that we'd dealt for, just to ask you to marry me and that day my life will be completed.
Best Wishes & Happy Birthday To You my most beloved, ILOVEU & Always Will....... ^_^
Usually it happen to almost everyone that when you're in love you will see everything is perfect, yeah I am one too. Somehow it's not just an imagination to what it called dream, it was a dream a love dream, thus far it's becoming reality and we are here to let it be, a sweet dream forever. Generally we might all know that love don't usually just taste sweet there will include sour and bitter too and maybe also bittersweet. Whatever I am here to taste all everything that it would bring, and to prove that I have never hide or lie my feeling toward her. Though it should not be that strong but in fact it is and no where to hide those emotion. Perhaps one day I will have the potential to claim her trust, I'm just like dying to catch it and certainly sure that will be our special day of life.
Last but not least, 6 hours later she will turn 21st. Too stupid me I should had been there to celebrate with her but I can't be able to. I can only keep writing here from the distance to wish and to tell her that I'm so in love with her, It's all like non left for any other or even for myself because I give it all. Maybe I don't care what you will believe or not yet but I'm extremely joyful to be who I am today to be the only one who can feel your love, no matter less or more it's the true happiness. And I gotta wait and will always wait for the day that we'd dealt for, just to ask you to marry me and that day my life will be completed.
Best Wishes & Happy Birthday To You my most beloved, ILOVEU & Always Will....... ^_^
Thursday 13 September 2012
Thursday 31 May 2012
30th May 2012 during my Pulse is Pause.....
I absolutely appreciate for your present into my life. Perhaps it sounds like we caught on each other a bit late, but who care? you don't, so do I? nope no one care neither us. Once a while people might dream of reversing the time so they could make thing better, dreaming of changing the past, and here i'm just an ordinary man I have heart have tear so would I have that dream too? Of course I do. If I could I would just reversing everything to a brand new start from the beginning of my life, somehow it's impossible. However even if it would be possible, but I do not wish or dream like that anymore because it likes I got another thing to focus on is present and I appreciate it appreciate what you have changed my world. Before you step in, I was like living in a yesterday's life while i had only wishing and dreaming about the reversing of time, my life was just like a dream before you get in, it fulfills with pains and regrets. But now everything has changed, you brought me a new life a brand new beginning, watching your smile, looking into your eyes, holding your hand I got myself feel like flying with smile & happiness. I'm starting to live my life in today and all for tomorrow, for a tomorrow of you & me I will live it likenever die, never will because you here with me, your promises keep me safe keep me feel so secure inside an angel heart. Inside there I learn more how to smile how to shed tears, the tear without pain but care, treat, warmth and love. I will setting up my soul inside there till I can't open my eyes and breathe. I have no where to go for more, nothing to lose anymore because you are the last thing & the largest happiness that turned out from an angel to fall into my arms so what else to look for? No, never, never will. I love everything that you make me feel, exactly love the way you are when you are just you, so that I am just me
and ....
I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS & ALWAYS.
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LP (30th May 2012)
Tuesday 13 March 2012
If............
If there'd no third persons,
If there'd no fickle hearts,
If there'd no bittersweet loves.........
If she was his, If he was hers, If they were together.........
If what i was saying was true, If Tomorrow was Yesterday...........
If there'd no fickle hearts,
If there'd no bittersweet loves.........
If she was his, If he was hers, If they were together.........
If what i was saying was true, If Tomorrow was Yesterday...........
Saturday 3 March 2012
The Cure......
There wasn't the end, retribution maybe still coming more and more to his life. Those satisfactions wasn't enough wasn't worth the try, because after all he still got punished no matter what the circumstance is.
Turning up another new chapter, he keeps asking himself where should be the next direction and what else to focus on to avoid the mistakes? Reflections not found, it's stuck!! Re-think all over again, life seems too complicated & messed up. We may think that we would have learned enough and knowing enough to handle things and make it well done. Despite this, we will be like unexpected and just failed if we overestimated ourself. Confidence is a great gift but sometimes too much confident give deep disappointments.
Turning up another new chapter, he keeps asking himself where should be the next direction and what else to focus on to avoid the mistakes? Reflections not found, it's stuck!! Re-think all over again, life seems too complicated & messed up. We may think that we would have learned enough and knowing enough to handle things and make it well done. Despite this, we will be like unexpected and just failed if we overestimated ourself. Confidence is a great gift but sometimes too much confident give deep disappointments.
Eventually, he still has to move on. Therein he needs another decision that should be the last of all, needs to develop himself to get rid from failures. Therefore those should begin with smiles. To start over everything he finally found a cure and a sweet smile maker.
Lovepasswords (03.03.2012)
Lovepasswords (03.03.2012)
Thursday 23 February 2012
After Break Up ;
* If you wait for your Ex = people will say you are stupid
* If you have a new one = people will say you are fickle
* If you have a new one & miss your Ex = people will say you are dishonest
* If you have a new one & wait for your Ex = people will say you are a betrayer
* If you stay alone = you wait for your Ex = people will say you are damn stupid (still)
**It's just all my view so what about u??????
Saturday 18 February 2012
After Having a Boyfriend/Girlfriend
*Less free time, less freedom
*Not convenient to hangout with just one guy/girl
*You'll become a reporter because you would be asked many of "Why" if you busy or a bit change
*Charging phone battery everyday or even 2 times a day
**Somehow you'll feel great with the feeling of being loved & to love :)
**You have someone to share everything with such as Tears, Smile, Happiness, Jealousy & more and they might be the reasons!!
** You're not alone no matter it's fake or real love :)
***It's all my thoughts what about u???
*Not convenient to hangout with just one guy/girl
*You'll become a reporter because you would be asked many of "Why" if you busy or a bit change
*Charging phone battery everyday or even 2 times a day
**Somehow you'll feel great with the feeling of being loved & to love :)
**You have someone to share everything with such as Tears, Smile, Happiness, Jealousy & more and they might be the reasons!!
** You're not alone no matter it's fake or real love :)
***It's all my thoughts what about u???
Children(C) vs Parents(P) Conversation!!
C : Mum/Dad how do you think about this guy/girl?
P : By this photo, hmm I think he/she is just normal like a playful or spoiled teen
C : Oh no, he/she is smart, friendly ^_^
P : I think he/she couldn't even handle anything to do well at all by this look
C : But he/she is kind, thankful, modest & .....
P : Anyway I think he/she's just maybe like a player and nothing real if being loved or loving someone
C : (what? how? he/she is my bf/gf ok mum/dad!!) hmm I don't know because i don't really know him/her, just my normal friend anyway i still don't think like that hehe
P : Opp!! by the way why suddenly you asking about this?
C : Oh god, mum/dad I forgot I have assignments to do, i must do it now :D, see ya
P : By this photo, hmm I think he/she is just normal like a playful or spoiled teen
C : Oh no, he/she is smart, friendly ^_^
P : I think he/she couldn't even handle anything to do well at all by this look
C : But he/she is kind, thankful, modest & .....
P : Anyway I think he/she's just maybe like a player and nothing real if being loved or loving someone
C : (what? how? he/she is my bf/gf ok mum/dad!!) hmm I don't know because i don't really know him/her, just my normal friend anyway i still don't think like that hehe
P : Opp!! by the way why suddenly you asking about this?
C : Oh god, mum/dad I forgot I have assignments to do, i must do it now :D, see ya
BF/GF Quarrel Before Break Up
*I need some freedom, need friends, is that wrong?
*Why you're seem not caring about me lately?
*Who is that girl/guy? whose message is that, your phone seem so busy lately
*What? I can't do this can't do that so what about u?
*I wanna know whether he/she would admit his/her fault or not if i ignore them
*Will he/she call to beg me for last chance or let it go (but i can't lose u)
*It's ok if you choose him/her, don't worry i'll be ok (but in their mind might say PLEASE don't leave me I always forgive u & love u)
*Why you're seem not caring about me lately?
*Who is that girl/guy? whose message is that, your phone seem so busy lately
*What? I can't do this can't do that so what about u?
*I wanna know whether he/she would admit his/her fault or not if i ignore them
*Will he/she call to beg me for last chance or let it go (but i can't lose u)
*It's ok if you choose him/her, don't worry i'll be ok (but in their mind might say PLEASE don't leave me I always forgive u & love u)
True Love......
BF : If you had one wish, what you gonna wish for?
GF : 1st, I wish i was not a blind! 2nd, I wish the first person that i could see is you, and 3rd, I wish to be with you forever.
BF : Opp!! those are more than one wish, I ask you for only one wish dear xD
**Few Months Later**
GF : Don't worry about me, i'll be ok after operation, but when will you back from abroad?
BF : (no answer) sobbing & smiling I'll back on time, not long dear, my friend will take good care of you.
**Couple days Later, Operation successful**
Friends : Congratulation !!! ^_^
GF : Finally I could see the world now, I can take care of him now :), where is he?
Friends : Err...Umm, err, hmm He's not back yet and there is one other guy is taking responsibility of your case now :)
GF : No he told me he'll back on time, why, where is he?? (weeping)
BF : A Blind man walk passed by her and gone (Dear, I'm so sorry I could only filfull your first wish).
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*BF = Boyfriend ; GF = Girlfriend*
GF : 1st, I wish i was not a blind! 2nd, I wish the first person that i could see is you, and 3rd, I wish to be with you forever.
BF : Opp!! those are more than one wish, I ask you for only one wish dear xD
**Few Months Later**
GF : Don't worry about me, i'll be ok after operation, but when will you back from abroad?
BF : (no answer) sobbing & smiling I'll back on time, not long dear, my friend will take good care of you.
**Couple days Later, Operation successful**
Friends : Congratulation !!! ^_^
GF : Finally I could see the world now, I can take care of him now :), where is he?
Friends : Err...Umm, err, hmm He's not back yet and there is one other guy is taking responsibility of your case now :)
GF : No he told me he'll back on time, why, where is he?? (weeping)
BF : A Blind man walk passed by her and gone (Dear, I'm so sorry I could only filfull your first wish).
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*BF = Boyfriend ; GF = Girlfriend*
Online Love......
Some1 : Dude, you think facebook could provide real love?
Some2 : You mean facebook' love can turns to be real or not, right? hmm No idea gal.
Some1 : Hmm me too & I a little bit hate it, but its sound interesting and how you think?
Some2 : (opp, hate but interesting ? ) i see, for me just ok ok, it doesn't matter, and if you interesting just get to taste it then.
Some1 : Hmm I would like too if i could, but just don't really know how to....
Some2 : (don't know how to?, you're already doing it now girl :D ) I think sometimes people just couldn't realized of how they're going to fall for someone :)
Some1 : Ouch, (Flushing) !!!! Huh? really? :)
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*Some1 = Girl ; Some2 = Guy*
Some2 : You mean facebook' love can turns to be real or not, right? hmm No idea gal.
Some1 : Hmm me too & I a little bit hate it, but its sound interesting and how you think?
Some2 : (opp, hate but interesting ? ) i see, for me just ok ok, it doesn't matter, and if you interesting just get to taste it then.
Some1 : Hmm I would like too if i could, but just don't really know how to....
Some2 : (don't know how to?, you're already doing it now girl :D ) I think sometimes people just couldn't realized of how they're going to fall for someone :)
Some1 : Ouch, (Flushing) !!!! Huh? really? :)
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*Some1 = Girl ; Some2 = Guy*
Crush.......
Boy : There how are you buddy?
Girl : It's my business :D
Boy : So where are you from then? lol
Girl : It's also My Business :D
Boy : So what are you doing?
Girl : My work :p
Boy : So me, who is this guy? (gonna say my again huh, then answer my guy then :D, please)
Girl : my G... G ..... my Gay, my gay pal, :D joking you're best pal :)
Boy : (opp! gay? f*ck up >.< why not saying my guy) lmao hahaha
Girl : so me too, who is this lady? (gonna repeat my answer huh, say my lady then)
Boy : my L.. L ..... my Lesbian, my lesbian pal, :D just joking, you're my bestie :) (but actually you're someone' lady)
Girl : (opp! what's wrong with this guy, do i look like one?) lol haha yeah cheer buddy!!
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
Girl : It's my business :D
Boy : So where are you from then? lol
Girl : It's also My Business :D
Boy : So what are you doing?
Girl : My work :p
Boy : So me, who is this guy? (gonna say my again huh, then answer my guy then :D, please)
Girl : my G... G ..... my Gay, my gay pal, :D joking you're best pal :)
Boy : (opp! gay? f*ck up >.< why not saying my guy) lmao hahaha
Girl : so me too, who is this lady? (gonna repeat my answer huh, say my lady then)
Boy : my L.. L ..... my Lesbian, my lesbian pal, :D just joking, you're my bestie :) (but actually you're someone' lady)
Girl : (opp! what's wrong with this guy, do i look like one?) lol haha yeah cheer buddy!!
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
Joke.......
Gal : You told me you have something to tell me, so?
Me : Um.... Err..... There’s nothing dear :) hehe
Gal : God, so why you push me to meet you that hard?
Me : Um.... sorry, err.... To be honest those all excuses, I just find reasons to see your face, m sorry
Gal : ...(nervous, curious).... is that just it? and why? (blushing)
Me : Hm ok it’s because, {conversation interrupted} The Phone was ringing F*ck who’s that, you just cut off my romantic dream, I just woke up!! >.<
Me : Um.... Err..... There’s nothing dear :) hehe
Gal : God, so why you push me to meet you that hard?
Me : Um.... sorry, err.... To be honest those all excuses, I just find reasons to see your face, m sorry
Gal : ...(nervous, curious).... is that just it? and why? (blushing)
Me : Hm ok it’s because, {conversation interrupted} The Phone was ringing F*ck who’s that, you just cut off my romantic dream, I just woke up!! >.<
Past Effect....
EX-BF: Hi, how are you? I miss you!!
EX-GF: (WTH why he keep saying all those, it’s hurt me still) I’m fine thank you!!
EX-BF: (Why she replied me so late and so short like this, she stop loving me?) what are u doing now? :)
EX-GF: No Reply...................
EX-GF: Why he keep replying, why he keep appearing in ma life ----> Talking to her BFF (Ex-Gf BFF)
EX-GF’ BFF: Stop replying him, just ignore!! I tell you, that is the worst part of men after dumped a girl, they normally won’t let you forget them easily though they are the winner of your heart!!
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*EX-BF = Ex-Boyfriend ; EX-GF = EX-Girlfriend ; EX-GF' BFF = Ex-Girlfriend Best Friend*
*To me, This is what often happens in reality*
EX-GF: (WTH why he keep saying all those, it’s hurt me still) I’m fine thank you!!
EX-BF: (Why she replied me so late and so short like this, she stop loving me?) what are u doing now? :)
EX-GF: No Reply...................
EX-GF: Why he keep replying, why he keep appearing in ma life ----> Talking to her BFF (Ex-Gf BFF)
EX-GF’ BFF: Stop replying him, just ignore!! I tell you, that is the worst part of men after dumped a girl, they normally won’t let you forget them easily though they are the winner of your heart!!
*Words in the bracket ( ) are just heart’s speech, unspoken!!
*EX-BF = Ex-Boyfriend ; EX-GF = EX-Girlfriend ; EX-GF' BFF = Ex-Girlfriend Best Friend*
*To me, This is what often happens in reality*
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