05.09.2012

30th May 2012 during my Pulse is Pause.....

I absolutely appreciate for your present into my life. Perhaps it sounds like we caught on each other a bit late, but who care? you don't, so do I? nope no one care neither us. Once a while people might dream of reversing the time so they could make thing better, dreaming of changing the past, and here i'm just an ordinary man I have heart have tear so would  I have that dream too? Of course I do. If I could I would just reversing everything to a brand new start from the beginning of my life, somehow it's impossible. However even if it would be possible, but I do not wish or dream like that anymore because it likes I got another thing to focus on is present and I appreciate it appreciate what you have changed my world. Before you step in, I was like living in a yesterday's life while i had only wishing and dreaming about the reversing of time, my life was just like a dream before you get in, it fulfills with pains and regrets. But now everything has changed, you brought me a new life a brand new beginning, watching your smile, looking into your eyes, holding your hand I got myself feel like flying with smile & happiness. I'm starting to live my life in today and all for tomorrow, for a tomorrow of you & me I will live it likenever die, never will because you here with me, your promises keep me safe keep me feel so secure inside an angel heart. Inside there I learn more how to smile how to shed tears, the tear without pain but care, treat, warmth and love. I will setting up my soul inside there till I can't open my eyes and breathe. I have no where to go for more, nothing to lose anymore because you are the last thing & the largest happiness that turned out from an angel to fall into my arms so what else to look for? No, never, never will. I love everything that you make me feel, exactly love the way you are when you are just you, so that I am just me

and ....

I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS & ALWAYS.         

LP (30th May 2012)

If............

If there'd no third persons,
If there'd no fickle hearts,
If there'd no bittersweet loves.........
If she was his, If he was hers, If they were together.........
If what i was saying was true, If Tomorrow was Yesterday...........

The Cure......

There wasn't the end, retribution maybe still coming more and more to his life. Those satisfactions wasn't enough wasn't worth the try, because after all he still got punished no matter what the circumstance is.
Turning up another new chapter, he keeps asking himself where should be the next direction and what else to focus on to avoid the mistakes? Reflections not found, it's stuck!! Re-think all over again, life seems too complicated & messed up. We may think that we would have learned enough and knowing enough to handle things and make it well done. Despite this, we will be like unexpected and just failed if we overestimated ourself. Confidence is a great gift but sometimes too much confident give deep disappointments.

Eventually, he still has to move on. Therein he needs another decision that should be the last of all, needs to develop himself to get rid from failures. Therefore those should begin with smiles. To start over everything he finally found a cure and a sweet smile maker.  

Lovepasswords (03.03.2012)

After Break Up ;

* If you wait for your Ex = people will say you are stupid
* If you have a new one = people will say you are fickle
* If you have a new one & miss your Ex = people will say you are dishonest
* If you have a new one & wait for your Ex = people will say you are a betrayer
* If you stay alone = you wait for your Ex = people will say you are damn stupid (still)

**It's just all my view so what about u??????