Forever..........

13th Oct 2012

I always love how it feels, No matter what it would bring.........

 

 

Perhaps I love myself so much or I shouldn't worried this much. Whatever, I have the Key and I always believe in Time and You, wipe away the tear I should smile :)

6 hours to 12th Oct 2012

It has been quite a while since I got myself recovered from what we called life struggle. I should start with saying thank to her though she always deny that she did nothing but seriously it's what love(her) bring to me.
Usually it happen to almost everyone that when you're in love you will see everything is perfect, yeah I am one too. Somehow it's not just an imagination to what it called dream, it was a dream a love dream, thus far it's becoming reality and we are here to let it be, a sweet dream forever. Generally we might all know that love don't usually just taste sweet there will include sour and bitter too and maybe also bittersweet. Whatever I am here to taste all everything that it would bring, and to prove that I have never hide or lie my feeling toward her. Though it should not be that strong but in fact it is and no where to hide those emotion. Perhaps one day I will have the potential to claim her trust, I'm just like dying to catch it and certainly sure that will be our special day of life.

Last but not least, 6 hours later she will turn 21st. Too stupid me I should had been there to celebrate with her but I can't be able to. I can only keep writing here from the distance to wish and to tell her that I'm so in love with her, It's all like non left for any other or even for myself because I give it all. Maybe I don't care what you will believe or not yet but I'm extremely joyful to be who I am today to be the only one who can feel your love, no matter less or more it's the true happiness. And I gotta wait and will always wait for the day that we'd dealt for, just to ask you to marry me and that day my life will be completed.
Best Wishes & Happy Birthday To You my most beloved,  ILOVEU & Always Will....... ^_^    

05.09.2012

30th May 2012 during my Pulse is Pause.....

I absolutely appreciate for your present into my life. Perhaps it sounds like we caught on each other a bit late, but who care? you don't, so do I? nope no one care neither us. Once a while people might dream of reversing the time so they could make thing better, dreaming of changing the past, and here i'm just an ordinary man I have heart have tear so would  I have that dream too? Of course I do. If I could I would just reversing everything to a brand new start from the beginning of my life, somehow it's impossible. However even if it would be possible, but I do not wish or dream like that anymore because it likes I got another thing to focus on is present and I appreciate it appreciate what you have changed my world. Before you step in, I was like living in a yesterday's life while i had only wishing and dreaming about the reversing of time, my life was just like a dream before you get in, it fulfills with pains and regrets. But now everything has changed, you brought me a new life a brand new beginning, watching your smile, looking into your eyes, holding your hand I got myself feel like flying with smile & happiness. I'm starting to live my life in today and all for tomorrow, for a tomorrow of you & me I will live it likenever die, never will because you here with me, your promises keep me safe keep me feel so secure inside an angel heart. Inside there I learn more how to smile how to shed tears, the tear without pain but care, treat, warmth and love. I will setting up my soul inside there till I can't open my eyes and breathe. I have no where to go for more, nothing to lose anymore because you are the last thing & the largest happiness that turned out from an angel to fall into my arms so what else to look for? No, never, never will. I love everything that you make me feel, exactly love the way you are when you are just you, so that I am just me

and ....

I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS & ALWAYS.         

LP (30th May 2012)