I came up with no ideas what should I start to write the sequel to my previous blog since what I have predicted becoming true in just a short while after I wrote it. It sounds dramatic, isn’t it? Or maybe it’s pathetic instead!
She had been told not less than hundred times because it’d repeated daily since before everything hasn’t been too late.... *Don’t turning back to the flame, Please* However all my words & sacrifices are worthless, everything is completely just like a song lyric “Lonely Again by Ne Yo”. The more time we spent the more she would forget her past but nope, this is just a surface, a fake surface but not a real heart. Turning around her past is back with him & she’d not dared to say “I’m leaving” but there still gotta be an awful end up with her words sorry & sorry which I already expect since it first started. Everything’s gone, so fast, perfectly fast, It sounds not surprised to me because I know this would happened whereas it’s just like... what I should tell? Seems like I just closed my eyes for a deep breath & I opened it back I found myself in an ocean which surrounded by my own tears. Is this sound funny when you see a strong guy who came to shed tears because of love? Maybe it’s funny yet to me it’s not because everyone has a heart & heart has tears!! I’d asked myself how did I get here? How could it be like this? WTH’s going on, 15 hours next I were going to lose my everything? Smile again I looked at the mirror & I kept telling myself smile again please smile. I had to masquerade the pain, I had to give her the last smile before she’s gone. Though I was suffocated, nonetheless I had to prove her that I’ll be alright, don’t worry about me. Just smile & keep going on your way of happiness and here I will always keep wishing & watching you from the distance. A couple weeks later her past love which suddenly becoming her current love had turn her world upside down all over again, drowning in tears!! It sounds unpredictable for her but it’s ma right prediction still that I told her your way was just like jumping back to the fire again dear, please don’t!! Nevertheless that time I couldn’t stop her from leaving appears like I can’t stop my eyes from weeping!!
Last but not least, last question to me myself and also everyone........
What is more to life without love?
Absolutely yeah there are!! Numerous things to face, many duties to respond, so let’s forget about Love or place it in sometime later................ lol
lynever (21st July 2011)
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