It may not happen the same, while he thinks he could hurt someone any time he would like to!! He had promised that he would never hurt her but then he has betrayed his promise and he even betrays what he had told the one who he used to took his everything as a bet just to get her. It's just after a while when he reached his goal he got the control, he turns everything to be unexpected, from heaven to hell. Me I was maybe just an outsider when he still had the control, but this time it might be changed now. I used to be so foolish & f*cking stupid that I had accepted everything in tears accepting to let her go accepting to pull her to you by my both hands. I ruined her life. I had predicted & was expecting that you were the right one, you are an human, I was never ever thought that "You were just a Beast who has transformed to Human appearance". I would received thousand times the word Hate, thousand times Regret or saying Millions time I'm sorry but everything was gone. I'm really stuck in the middle of your ocean tears which u used to spent it for me & for your current ruined life now.
Last but not least, I was thinking that there's only me who's living in the most complicated & messy life but nope because you are here with me now... first I gave you a Sea of Tear, then I pushed you to another Ocean of Tears. Why your life could became like this?? Why you came to me again by no regret or hate, so what should I do to give you a new life now? There is a very certain decision just made now which I'd just discussed with many people include my whole family & there I think your family would accept it too...
I absolutely don't know what should i say to you now,
"Just here we may left two months time to decide, Would you marry me??"
lynever (12th Feb 2011)
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